Saturday, September 22, 2018

SABAH

6 months

is still new for me
to be able to blend with the environment here

however, it is quite exciting and joyful to be here
as lots of things has happened throughout these days.

with no family and friends here,
i found unfamiliar faces who was so kind and treat me as their family.
they were so helpful, kind and loving.

i learned to be independent here,
with only hope with the ONE
He never leave me behind when nobody with me.

i learned to appreciate this life more,
there were so many poor people here,
learned to be grateful with what we have and dont hesitate to give and share with people from what we have.

i learned new language  and culture here
as they were made up from various ethnicity
but it does not dividing them up though they are different

may Allah keep giving me strength to be able staying here
to be able to give benefit people around here
to be able to search the true definition of life
to be able gain more experience
Its begin!

Yeay! Unofficially i turned 25 years old this year. Im getting old and time flies very fast without I realized it. Many things happened in my life throughout these past years. Undoubtedly, I quite busy with study  and the idea for writing did not pop out in my mind previously. So,, here I am!

2017
Alhamdulillah, after so many things happened in my life, I do realize that Allah is the best planner.
We plan and Allah plans but keep in mind that Allah is the best planner.

1) Graduation day
I just dont know how to express my feelings cause only Allah knows how do I feel. Its not that I dont thank people for what i have achieved ( coz i dont post any status in regards to this ). I thanked so much to them especially my parents, lecturers, friends and patients for their dua and help. May Allah rewards for all their kindness for helping me. Its just that Im not willing to hurt someone's heart or made them feel uncomfortable. I love them so much and I really want them be with us during that day. But Allah knows better. Its just about the matter of time and soon everyone will  reach the end. Perhaps Allah prepared something better for those who keep in faith with His promise.

Terima kasih mak n ayah for everything you've done for me. May Allah grant you the highest jannah for raising me all this while. 

infinite thank you girlss! ( x cukup korum ni...)


Tuesday, March 29, 2016

haramain



assalamualaikum

لَبَّيْكَ اللَّهُمَّ لَبَّيْكَ، لَبَّيْكَ لاَ شَرِيْكَ لَكَ لَبَّيْكَ، إِنَّ الْحَمْدَ وَالنِّعْمَةَ لَكَ وَالْمُلْكَ لاَشَرِيْكَ لَكَ
 "Here I am at Thy service O Lord, here I am. Here I am at Thy service and Thou hast no partners. Thine alone is All Praise and All Bounty, and Thine alone is The Sovereignty. Thou hast no partners."


 ALLAHUAKBAR..


i wish and pray i could be there forever with mak and ayah,,,insyaAllah,,,

thank you mak and ayah for bringing me along,,

thank you Allah for inviting us to be your guests,,,

insyaAllah,,we'll come again!

the best place ever!miss u uuu soo muchhh!



j








LIFE

life didnt go as we planned
 indeed ,,,Allah knows better

surely, i didnt know whom can i share with my bread and butter

sorrow and happiness always accompany me throughout this life
yet i felt much better to share my happiness with others despite my sorrow story

Midsem break

currently, i was during my 8th mid-semester break.  how fast the time has passing by and how old i was growing by time. life has made me become more mature girl. sometimes i cant believe that i already 23 years old girl. yeah, 23 years old girl. how old i am!

i just wanna share how my current studies and clinical sessions were going.

yeah, dentistry or doctors or pharmacists or anything with science were never come across in my mind after i started studying biology during my secondary school. in short, taking science courses after spm was not not my dream,,,never and ever,,,,,,,

however, ,,life did not go as i panned and imagined. ,,,indeed Allah knows better,,,

throughout my struggling almost 4 years in dental courses,, i do realized how beautiful is Allah has created and planned my life.

what i hate most might be the best  for  me

indeed,,,Allah always give the best for His slave

alhamdulillah,, Allah still give the strength for me till now in becoming a future muslim dentists

sometimes, it was tiring along this journey with all those requirements, patients, exam, study, friendship and relationship with people surrounding us.

however, it really made my day and life more colourful with all those tears, laugh, smile, angry, being scold, and anything.

life will become meaningless if they were only filled with happiness,,,

everyone has their ups and downs,,,and it depends on individuals how to manage them,,,

afterall, i learnt how friendship was in this journey,,

friends are not only being around you during your happiness but they accompany you during your sadness and sorrow.

friends are not only asking you to shopping mall or vacation trip but they always asking you and invite you in remembrance of Allah

friends are not talking back about your mistakes or wrongdoing but they always correct your mistakes in front of you wisdomly and guide you in the right path,,,

friends are not talking about their great achievements in front of others,,,despite they will talk about how great their friends have achieved and always pray for other friends  to have the same achievements

however,,,i failed in becoming a good friend,,,sometimes i did not realized that i have betrayed this friendship in silence,,truely sorry for my friends whose reading my entry and may be not,,but i hope i can be a good one so that i can be recognized in the hereafter,,,and thank you so much deepest from my heart for all my dearest friends whose helping me throughout these days,,,

i learnt how to love and being love


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thats enough for now! this entry will be continueeeee (hopefully)

thank you









Friday, November 28, 2014

saat lafaz sakinah


sometimes we feel so excited to change our status, to be with someone else that we love, to have a baby and many things,,,

that's how we feel,,,,

but how do our parents feel??

"tanya sama hati apa sebab sayang,, "....
lately, my father kept singing the same song everytime i called him. i asked why??

then he replied: "ayah,kadang2 trtanya dlam hati ,ayah sayang kat anak2 ayah,tp ayah x tahulah apa yang anak2 ayah rasa,,"

yes,indeed the statement really touched me,,,

i love u ayah ,, i love u emak,,i am really love you,,( i can only answered in my heart)

ok done with the conversation today,,

back to 23th november ago,,i got new bro-in-law.

insyaAllah,,i always pray for the happinness of all my brother n sister. may Allah bless your marriage,,,

my new bro-in-law,,plis take care of my sister, plis accept all the lacking in her ( no one is perfect as we know) and plis guide her to jannah n Allah's love.

my sis, you already changed your status, your jannah is not longer under mother's feet , so plis obey your husbang as long as not against the deen, plis love him for Allah's seek  n never forget mak n ayah,

for me,,may i become anak solehah to mak n ayah . i will do my very best to them. iAllah,,,may Allah ease everything....







barakallahulakuma emy & al hafiz

Sunday, April 13, 2014

PADA SEBUAH NILAI



“Dunia Hanya Bernilai Bila Mana Dimanfaatkan Untuk Akhirat”

allahuakhbar,tersentap dengan statement diatas.

ehem.
kita selalu gundah or sedih bila  diuji dgn xdpat ape yg kita nak.
kita rasa kecewa bila setiap doa yg kita minta rasa mcm x didengari,
kita rasa kita dah x ckup kuat dah untuk sume ujian yg Allah bagi.
kita rasa kitalah yg paling berat ujiannya.

allahuakhbar.

benar. sering kali hati ini diuji. diuji dengan ujian yg kita rasa kita x sanggup lg nak pikulnya .
tp tenang wahai diri, kan Allah dah pujuk kita yg Dia x bebankan hambanya melainkan sesuai dgn kesanggupan hamba2nya.

Ujian tanda kasih sayang Allah kepada hamba2nya. Dari ujian , kita mula dekat dgn Allah, kita boleh menilai sejauh mana nilai sykur n redha kita pada ujian Allah. 
dan
kita boleh menilai sejauh mana keyakinan n cinta kita  kpd Allah.

subhanallah.

it's easy to say I LOVE U ALLAH but its hard to act when being tested.
however,

BELIEVE AND HAVE FAITH TO ALLAH!! ALLAH WITH U :)
THIS DUNYA AS 'SAHAM' FOR HEREAFTER...SO,,LA TAHZAN WITH THIS DUNYA,,
KEEP FIGHTING FOR THE HEREAFTER!!INSYAALLAH
REALLLLYYY MISS THEMM,,
 INSYAALLAH,,WE'LL MEET SOON,,AMEEEN!!



Thursday, September 5, 2013

alhamdulillah,,

assalamualaikum,,

what's up sume!!!

alhamdulillah,,alhamdulillah,,alhamdulillah,,Allah tu baiiikkkk sangat,,,!!! :)

ya,,,tq Allah for giving such a wonderful person around me and tq for not letting me alone in everything I do,,

subhanallah,,,xtaula nak ckp mcm mana ,,rase mcm x trckap dgan kate2,,tapi series Allah sngat baik even kite ni da bnyk sngt buat dosa,,


yeah,,actually hari tu pi bank islam dgn mak nak klua duit n pi la cari prking,,xdela bnyk sgt kete hari tuh so dpatla jgak prkingnye btol2 dpan bank islam ,,,haha,,,but,,but i really dislike that parking coz the parking is parking sisi .



pastu,,pnyela lame nak masuk dlam kotak tu,,haha,,skali,,alhamdulillah,,Allah hantrkan sorng pak cik ni,,,so diala jd jpj ak hari tuh,,serieess memalukan,,,yelaaa,,da abeh P pon x lpas2 jgak,,hikhik,,,but thanks to that pak cik,,,yelaa jrang sngt orng hari ni yg nak amik kesah tuk orng mcm ak ni,,,tp pak cik tu snggup  spent time ajr ak parking  smartly like this,,


                

then,,abeh klua duit ak pon pi shopping n mak suro bkk tngkap skit sbb nnt panas,,,ak pon bkk,,pastu pak cik blkang kete ak tu tego,,(pak cik tu still dlam kete)

pak cik : dik,,tngkap terbukak la,,

ak : hah?? ,,,(ish2,,,pkaknye ak ni,,,hehe)

pak cik : tingkap!!!,,(menjerit sambil tunjuk tngkap dia,,,)

ak : ooo...mmg saje je bkk pakcik,,hehe,,

seriess,,,baguih kan pakcik2 ni?? i adore them n the most adore to one that sent them,,ALLAH

so,,as a conclusion,,we have to trust that Allah always with us ,,,and LA TAHZAN kalo xde orng pon bole kte critekan masalah kite sbb Allah kan ade,,:)

 that's all


peace yo!!!