BESSSSNNYERR DA HABESS,,,:D

hah,,,alhamdulillah,,done with KOT PUTIH!!

KOT PUTIH??? ape ni??

hehe,,,KOT PUTIH ni is the best ever n ever novel yg ak pernah baca. Da kata pon kot putih ye dak,,of coursela critanya about medical student's life.Akak ak yg tlong belikan buku ni terbaik dr ladang,,,hehe,,fresh dri Jordan gitu,,kwn2 dia- budak JUST yg buat crita ni. Takes timela jgak nak bca novel ni,,dlam 1 minggu lbih laa,,,biasa laa,,ak mmg lmah ckit part nak bace novel ni even x stebal nota anatomy pon.

so,,meh ak make it simple,,actually bnyak benda yg ak sdar dr novel ni,,seakan2 critanya hidup (kate pon kisah bnar ) . Ak rasa ak duduk dalam kasut mereka especially watak Soffeya nih, Dia nih jiwa seni orgnyee,,,memang minat seni dia mmg gilerlaaa,,,tp at the end she choose to take medic . whats problem dgn dia ni?? jaoh beza kot medic n seni,,,!!!!gilerrrlaa dia niii!!! tp everything yg dia buat adalah to make her parents happy n her brother tooo,,,yelaa abenye dulu amik medic tp disbbkn xcdent yg abenye alami ,,he forced to forget it as he cant walk anymore.

Tapi ak mmg tabikla sofeyya ni,,,she can survive till 5th year even though hari2 trpaksa kena perli ngan doktor, rasa nak muntah , and even want to give up. What I want to say is ,,sometimes we think that we cant do it but we have to faith in Allah ,,coz Allah knows everything what we can n what we cant.

AND,, ade satu paper ni yg sofiyya ni gagal n dia mulala rasa nak salahkan takdir ,knapa Allah pilih dia??dia x ckup usaha ka?? x cukup sabar ka?? ,,,,,,,,,,

then dtgla sahabat yg satu round ngan dia,Aki namenye. Aki ni orgnye baik n alimla jgak n bijak lagi. Dia ni pndai. then dia pjukla si Sofeyya ni, Ayat dia mmg superb laa!!!Mmg menusuk hati ,,lg2 tuk org cam ak ni,,Dia cakap :

"tahu x kenapa tawakkal tu cantik??hah,,,sbb bila kita dah tawakkal , kita da percaya yg whateva result yg kita dpt nnt, bkan disbbkan pandai bodohnya kita, bukan disbbkan rajin malasnya kita, bkan sbb skit bnyknya usaha kita. TAPI ,,it depends on Allah,,apa yg Allah na bg tuk kita."
  
then he proceed again,,

" Kita minta Dia berikan yg terbek tuk kita tp we dont know what the best for us. Perhaps when we pass is good tapi bole jd gagal tu lg bek. Allah is the best planner n Dia x prnah sia2 kan usaha kita. Pulangan drpd Allah tu jaohhh lebih cantik dr markah exam kita."

serriiiiieeeeessss touching,,,

Jadinya as a conclusion ak pon penah rasa ape yg si Sofiyya ni rasa ,,ak rasa ak da cam da ckup usaha da tp awat xdpt2 gak apa yg aku nak,,,hah,,so kat sni ak kurenng rasa tawakkal .I have to remember even ak stay up smpai pagi, stay back kat library, buat nota tu buat nota ni,,belom tentu lg I can get what I have done n what i want coz everything with Allah's will. Tp ingat jgan x usaha plak !! what i mean is ,,DUIT  is the key to success,,DUIT???

DUIT=DOA+USAHA+IKHTIAR +TAWAKKAL

thats all from me,,wallahu a''lam ,,assalamualaikum,,;D