life didnt go as we planned
indeed ,,,Allah knows better
surely, i didnt know whom can i share with my bread and butter
sorrow and happiness always accompany me throughout this life
yet i felt much better to share my happiness with others despite my sorrow story
Midsem break
currently, i was during my 8th mid-semester break. how fast the time has passing by and how old i was growing by time. life has made me become more mature girl. sometimes i cant believe that i already 23 years old girl. yeah, 23 years old girl. how old i am!
i just wanna share how my current studies and clinical sessions were going.
yeah, dentistry or doctors or pharmacists or anything with science were never come across in my mind after i started studying biology during my secondary school. in short, taking science courses after spm was not not my dream,,,never and ever,,,,,,,
however, ,,life did not go as i panned and imagined. ,,,indeed Allah knows better,,,
throughout my struggling almost 4 years in dental courses,, i do realized how beautiful is Allah has created and planned my life.
what i hate most might be the best for me
indeed,,,Allah always give the best for His slave
alhamdulillah,, Allah still give the strength for me till now in becoming a future muslim dentists
sometimes, it was tiring along this journey with all those requirements, patients, exam, study, friendship and relationship with people surrounding us.
however, it really made my day and life more colourful with all those tears, laugh, smile, angry, being scold, and anything.
life will become meaningless if they were only filled with happiness,,,
everyone has their ups and downs,,,and it depends on individuals how to manage them,,,
afterall, i learnt how friendship was in this journey,,
friends are not only being around you during your happiness but they accompany you during your sadness and sorrow.
friends are not only asking you to shopping mall or vacation trip but they always asking you and invite you in remembrance of Allah
friends are not talking back about your mistakes or wrongdoing but they always correct your mistakes in front of you wisdomly and guide you in the right path,,,
friends are not talking about their great achievements in front of others,,,despite they will talk about how great their friends have achieved and always pray for other friends to have the same achievements
however,,,i failed in becoming a good friend,,,sometimes i did not realized that i have betrayed this friendship in silence,,truely sorry for my friends whose reading my entry and may be not,,but i hope i can be a good one so that i can be recognized in the hereafter,,,and thank you so much deepest from my heart for all my dearest friends whose helping me throughout these days,,,
i learnt how to love and being love
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thats enough for now! this entry will be continueeeee (hopefully)
thank you